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summer__shudder (more info)
  • Member Since: 2007-03-05
  • Relationship Status: Engaged
  • Orientation: Bi
  • Religion: Christian - Other
  • Drink: No
  • Smoke: No
  • Children: Someday
  • Education: High School

About Me:



MySpace Music Playlist at MixPod.com
|16|Engaged|Bisexual|Pot Smoker|
|Youngest of: 2 brothers and 1 sister.|
I READ ALL PROFILES I VISIT.

Just so you know.. I am real, I just don't have the time(nor do i care) to verify.

I have what is known as OCD, and I very much love having it... There are challenges at times, but I feel that OCD sort of made me who I am today(besides the other obvious reasons).
I love life, not mine exactly. But just life in general... Its so confusing and yet intrigues me. The more I see, hear, and know, the more I love it.

Im a religious person. I'm pentecostal and I try to live my life for God. I won't try to push my religion on you though... I believe that everyone is entitled to their beliefs and I don't have any right to judge. So basically, if you wan't to talk religion thats cool. But I won't make you at all.

I am a water baby. In other words: Aquarius-Friendly, Loyal, Unique, Independent, and Intellectual. I am ruled by the planet: Uranus... An Aquarius female is characterized by her ethnic beauty, honesty and strong will power. Similar to an Aquarius man, she tends to be independent. Give her freedom and you can succeed in winning her love. An Aquarius woman prefers to set her own rules and regulations in life. She is difficult to influence by other persons, rather than her close ones. However, an Aquarius woman gets demoralized pretty easily. If something goes wrong at the starting of any venture, she will no longer have the enthusiasm to complete the work. For an Aquarius woman, status and position matter much more than money. If given an option, she will choose a partner with rational behavior, rather than choosing a rich person. An Aquarius woman is very loyal and open minded in a relationship. She will be a loving and faithful partner as long as she trusts her husband. However be aware; if you hurt an Aquarius woman, she will remember it throughout her life. She has the motto to forgive but not forget in life. In a nutshell, honest, loving and intelligent Aquarians can be a good friend, lover and life-partner. Their existence will brighten your whole life.
The description suites me well for the most part...
I'm very loving and I will be there for you no matter what. But I'm also a closed off person... You can tell me all your secrets and I will keep them safe, but you'll never hear mine. I don't trust humans and I probably never will... My heart is so big and bursting with compassion, although you'll never see it in my face.
I am a very smart person when things like books, math, science, or any other academics are involved... When it comes to life smarts and common sense, your better off talking to the wall. I'm a complete blonde, but it makes for interesting conversation. :)

My favorite colour is Turquoise.. It is so beautiful and it reminds me so much of the ocean. If I could breathe under water, I'd definitely live there.

Art is a mirror to thy soul. Life has been hell to me, and I ended up taking to art. It brings me down and sooths my soul. I draw, and write poetry all the time... Music also has a big part in my life. I probably know more songs, from multiple generations and genres, than you ever will. My favorite band is Bullet For My Valentine, but I listen to everything from Elvis to Regina Spektor.
Another art I like to indulge myself in is books. I read like crazy. Edger Alan Poe is a favorite of mine. As well as authors like James Paterson, Stephanie Meyer, and Agatha Christie. My favorite poet is Shel Silverstein.

My life is very simplistic and very complicated. I don't expect you to understand it, or even want to. But feel free to try :).

Oh and by the way, Im Kaycie.



“You will never be happy if you continue to search for what happiness consists of. you will never live if you are looking for the meaning of life”--Albert Camus
"We do not know what we want and yet we are responsible for what we are -that is the fact" --Jean Paul Sartre




R.I.P. Alex Gregory
I never got to meet you face to face, but I bet if you were alive today you would be the best brother in the world... I love you so much, no matter what!
I'll see you in heaven.
--Love,
Your little sister.

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Interests:

Josh is the best thing to walk in my life, and I pray to god that he never walks out., Joshua, Where do I begin? How can I explain? Saying I love you, and Your my world seems so cliche... Even though it is true., Well how about this, Baby.. You are the reason I get up in the morning, and the reason I fight through another day.Your the fire in my soul, and the rhythm of my heart. Your taste and your smell leave me wanting more., Your voice and your words make my heart beat faster. I cant live without you here. Your the one person who knows all my secrets, and still loves every part of me., Only you can make me smile the way I do., I'm so happy when you are with me, and I can never seem to take me eyes off of you., Baby, when you walk in the room my world is instantly brighter. I love you more and more every single second of every single day., Without you, I am nothing., You see Josh..., You are my dream come true., And I think that you are perfect in every way imaginable., God made you especially for me, and I was molded for you. I want to be with you forever. Even after death. You are my everything! And I truly do love you., 8-11-08 our beginning

Favorite Music:

You name it and, I probably like it.